Ianto? Mate, from one male prone to self-destruction to another.. Stop now. You've proved your point. We all know you're sorry. But we've all been through worse shit than this in our employment, and until you can grasp that you've done nothing wrong, no one can truly help you. You're hurting the people that care for you, and seeing you shove their aid straight back in their face is enough to make me wanna come around to yours and punch you in the face. Would that help you see sense?